Kicking Myself in the Ass

I need to stop focusing on what I don't have (e.g. better job, more money). I have been agonizing since June - do I want to move? do I not want to move? should I apply for any job? should I hold out for a great job? I have paralyzed myself with my indecision and inability to take action.

I have spent so much time thinking about what will be... such a big build up to the new phase in my life. What if it all blows up in my face?
But I don't think I've been missing out on life or anything. In the past year there has been a road trip to Canada, birthdays, my first visit to Yosemite, a 1-year anniversary, a trip to Disneyland.... lots of good stuff.