Moments

I am procrastinating right now. My sister is coming over in a couple hours to help me do some more cleaning and purging. I could get started on my own of course, but I would rather delay the anxiety.

Yesterday, I had a couple nice moments that allowed me to forget for bit: I went out to lunch with some of the gals from work to celebrate a birthday. In the midst of everything described in the post below, such a simple social activity was a big deal for me, as I had been anti-social all week. I had a strawberry lemonade, my favorite (non-alcoholic) drink. And then after work, I went over to my brother's house for my nephew's birthday party. I got to spend time with all the shmoopies, and had some good laughs and good pizza.

I slept for about 8 hours last night, which was the most I'd gotten all week. I wish that moment when I first wake up, when I am smiling about some weird dream, and I feel comfortable with the blankets pulled up... I wish that feeling could last all day.