So,

I had this weird moment the other day when it suddenly occured to me that I was doing a good imitation of having a life. Outsiders may not see it, but I feel like my life hasn't really started yet, that I haven't yet decided what I want my life to be.

Things I am going to do if/when I have more money, when I have my own place, when I get a life, etc.:
Take art classes
Work on my stories
Work on family story
Frame photos and hang them on the wall
Exercise more
Travel
Read
Volunteer

Disgusted beyond belief
I don't even know what to say - http://www.utne.com/webwatch/2004_156/news/11295-1.html